Tuesday, December 18, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY QIN AI DE!
haha. although its 2 days or rather one day to your birthday still.
went for a haircut and a small amount of shopping today. bought my formal shoes from some ulu shop. haha therapy sessions. i think they er arent really therapeutic. haiz.
then met the temps. steamboat! hmm minor incident with the trolley and a "dishonest" auntie outside ntuc. haha. bought alot of food! it seemed like it wasnt really enough for 12 people in the supermarket leh.
and terrence's house is quite big! with a quite nice garden. and as the kitchen was quite small, there was a good reason for some of us to slack around. haha. too many cooks spoil the broth anyway. and whilst we were outside, we could hear the funny comments of yh n esther. haha. n esther n yf make a good wife. haha.
and i saw TJ's yearbook! wahaha! which means i saw jx, yc, june n pb!wahaha!
oh then after all the food was prepared and whilst waiting for sh, we started playing mahjong! im addicted now! haha. but im still confused la. luckily we didnt play with money de. haha. and my seat was super good la! i won i dunno how many times. wahaha. im addicted. shits.
and steamboat was really good. super duper full. too much food leftover. haha terrence can eat it for his breakfast lunch and dinner today le. haha.
then after clearing up and whilst fil was mj-ing, we "surprised" her with the cake! haha i think she guessed that we were going to celebrate today le. haha. and to my qin ai de! hope u like the watch! then u can look like Hebe le! haha! sweet and demure. er i shall refrain from puking. wahaha. hope u like it :)
and the cake was really nice! oreo cheesecake! yummy! and ruth made jelly too! i think she felt guilty cos she didnt turn up at sh's bdae party. but it was nice!much nicer than the failed jelly during metta camp. haha. and yf had to remind me of the runny jelly whilst i was eating it.
on a sadder note, and to whoever is reading this entry, you all can stop here le, cos i think its going to be really senseless below. haha.
i think my brain is very seh these days.
it started with eating up words in sms-es and hmm maybe i should go reread wat i wrote above to check wat i've missed.
then today in the cab on the way to terrence's house, senior was telling me his results. he said he took six subjects. so he told me all his results. then i counted and said 5 only ma, so wats the six one? project ar? then he said six ma! so i counted again, this time using my fingers, and i said five only ma! and i was holding up 5 fingers and another finger on the other hand. and i ying ying said five. omg. my brain is really chui. haiz.
maybe one day i might just fall down on my chin like the girl in one litre of tears where her brain starts deteoriorating. scary thought. freaked myself out.
and then i dreamt i was falling 2 days ago. very scary. i didnt really dare to go back to sleep after i woke up.
then i went online to find out if they meant anything. according to
http://dreammoods.com/cgibin/fallingdreams.pl?method=exact&header=dreamid&search=fallingintro it says:
falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life.?When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to.
Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love.?You feel shameful and lack a sense of pride. You are unable to keep up with the status quo or that you don't measure up.
hmm quite true leh. so dreams reflect wat u feel in actual life. i think so too.
i m going mad. so many pple are going mad and i think i cant do much to help.
to all the carrom pple and my roomie! jiayou!
and all those playing in ih jiayou too!
i feel so slack, i dont feel like a part of hall anymore...
nitez.
1:02 AM
